de tense was at de peak!

salam...

T E N S I O N !
I juz couldn't say anything else except this word...
i was really sad and stressed after my 1st observation..
de lesson was a failure 4 me..
i juz didn't know how 2 prepare interactive + creative xtvties 4 de students
they very hardly speak in English..
how can i ask them 2 present and talk in front of de class?
was it possible?
or was i too dumb 2 plan a good lesson?
2 fulfil dis high expectation - was indeed too demanding 4 me...
i planned simple xtvties and provided guidelines..
as i expected - they couldn't answer!
it was only at de while-xtvt - i gave them structured questions
wut they needed 2 do was transfer the information from the passage into the blanks...
continued to post-xtvt - they were required 2 write a short answer of only three sentences based on the guideline given...
u know wut?
most of them couldn't answer....
it was not that they didn't know de answer...
they juz didn't know how to make English sentences...
if i were 2 teach them 2 write...i've 2 begin from de beginning...
start from ZERO...
i was very tensed....upset...dissatisfied....
i juz could hope dat during de coming holiday...
i could fresh up mentally + emotionally + physically...