a big smile...

salam...
alhamdulillah...
akhirnya...arini lecturer dtg for last time..
she came n discussed with my mentor teacher for final result...

i feel so relieve....
brsyukur sgt2....
smoga dpt kputusan cmrlang..amiin
dn usaha mngajar slama ni dberkati allah...

next week will be my last week...
planning to have a small party with the students...
i also plan 2 give them a bookmark as a token of appreciation...
wutever it is...
i feel happy all along my practical...
happy for the students understand my lessons...
n like me as their teacher...

do u judge and punish others...

salam...

one of my friends said dat she don't judge people...
at first i thought ~ how good r u...
but then i realised ~ is it true?
no...whether u realise or not...
we never stop from judging others around us...
yes...we do judge people...
even we don't know them...
the least that u saw someone and u criticise his or her dressing or looks...
it's normal right?
we judge people everyday..and maybe every minute of our life...
when we judge someone or something...
it means dat we learn wut is gud...wut is bad...
should we do dis...or shouldn't we...
we can never stop thinking...
if u stop 2 think ~ that's mean u r no longer a human being...

but something is bugging my mind...
if it is ok 2 judge others...

is it ok if we punish them?

there's a vast difference between those two...
when u punish someone..it means dat u r not satisfied with him or her..or with someone actions or words...or anything...
n somehow u react negatively towards them...
meaning that u scold...u ignore...u hate...
and many other ways...

i wonder why there r some people who punish someone...
we r not a God n perfect in everything...
each of us is different from each other...
so it's so natural that we don't agree wif someone in many ways...
and we can do a lot of mistakes....intentionally n unintentionally...
but it don't give us the power 2 punish someone....
it is ok if we judge so that we learn about life...
but punishing people for their mistakes....we should never do it....
except we go beyond the law stated by the government...
if not...we should not be a judge who punish others in a court made by us...

the last one....

salam...

yesterday..i had finished my 4th observation wif my mentor teacher..
it was the last one...
suppose there should b another obsrvation...
specifically pair observation...
mentor teachr + supervising lcturer will come and observe at the same time..
honestly...i am hoping dat it won't b carried out...
i'm tired...
i felt breathless every time they came n observed...
bcoz during every observation i got really nervous..
it was indeed tiring 2 control your nerves and make sure everything goes on smoothly....
please mdms....no more observation...

i am thinking of going out 2nite...
to celebrate myself!