wut do the numbers tell u?

salam...

recently, my fren introduced a new thing 2 me..
but mybe it's not new 2 u...
~~METAPHYSICS~~
have u ever heard this?

using our date of birth...
add..minus...divide and times
they will come out wif an upside down triangle
wif numbers dat somehow show wut type of person are u...
wut are ur strengths n weaknesses..
n 2 de extend dat we can somehow know how much money would we have at de end of our life...
CAN U BELIEVE IT.....Can't u?

it's not dat i believe it...but...
why dun i give it a try?
yes....
human is always bothered by their curiosity....

i'm still waiting for de result...
as for u...would u try? or wouldn't u?
well...it's all depend on u...
trying 2 do it doesn't mean dat u believe it....

finally happiness came by...

salam....

i was observed for de 2nd time..
finally...i managed 2 get better marks than b4...
i was doing quite well..
the comments were more positive and constructive..
i was indeed very happy...

yet..i still don't feel satisfied wif my performance...
i'm hoping dat for de 3rd observation i can get higher marks...
if now i'm at de average level of performance....
i will be happier if i can end my practical with de perfect performance....
so...rite now..i have 2 prepare de best lesson plan for next observation...
Allah is always on my side give me blessing...
hopefully luck is on my side too....

de tense was at de peak!

salam...

T E N S I O N !
I juz couldn't say anything else except this word...
i was really sad and stressed after my 1st observation..
de lesson was a failure 4 me..
i juz didn't know how 2 prepare interactive + creative xtvties 4 de students
they very hardly speak in English..
how can i ask them 2 present and talk in front of de class?
was it possible?
or was i too dumb 2 plan a good lesson?
2 fulfil dis high expectation - was indeed too demanding 4 me...
i planned simple xtvties and provided guidelines..
as i expected - they couldn't answer!
it was only at de while-xtvt - i gave them structured questions
wut they needed 2 do was transfer the information from the passage into the blanks...
continued to post-xtvt - they were required 2 write a short answer of only three sentences based on the guideline given...
u know wut?
most of them couldn't answer....
it was not that they didn't know de answer...
they juz didn't know how to make English sentences...
if i were 2 teach them 2 write...i've 2 begin from de beginning...
start from ZERO...
i was very tensed....upset...dissatisfied....
i juz could hope dat during de coming holiday...
i could fresh up mentally + emotionally + physically...